Going INSANE!

Life has been crazy lately. I have been working lots and have lots of homework. BUT this weekend was horrible. I had Friday, Saturday, Sunday and today off from the coffee shop. Which is what was horrible. I can't STAND not DOING anything.... I feel so....lame. On the bright side I have accomplished lots of homework though. And Friday was super-productive: laundry, cleaning, some shopping, groceries, etc. And Saturday was ok because I spent the day going around to open houses. We are toying with the idea of moving to another place b/c our lease is up and a change could be fun.....and a spare bedroom/den would be amazing since we are accumulating so much stuff. Other than that...... Sunday came and went and I didn't go to church!!! I know!!! I am upset about that....there was a good reason. And today...well...same old....I can't wait to get up at 5:00Am tomorrow and feel a sense of PURPOSE! And the #1 thing that made my weekend suck is that Ben has been non-existent. He started shooting the Final Project 1 on Friday morning and won't be done until Wednesday night. AND half of our living room furniture went with him. I told him this was the last time ever...we are not a Props House! But it'll be ok.... So He has been up around 6:30 and gets home around 11:00pm. So I have been getting up really early and making him a nice breakfast and forcing him to stay awake when he gets home just so I can at least spend some time with him. But...only 2 months left until he's done. Then its job hunting. So there is my update.
I think I really just hate being alone. Thats why I am sad I missed church...I need interaction! Thank goodness at 6:30 I am going to Corrie's baby shower and hanging out with friends. I need it.
PS....... you all should read Chelsea's blog about joy.... I think I need some.